weird.
April 26, 2013 | 2:13 PM
This is a whole new weird feeling. I'm actually happy about the situation between us being like this, being how it is. I thought I would be more frustrated, more depressed, but no, this guy makes me so happy, and it's ridiculous, seriously. What happened to surprises, and dates, and flowers and all nice things that girls like and get happy about? Why is it that all I need, is to spend time with him and just talk, and everything. just. seems. so. knn-ly. fun. How is it that he makes me laugh so much my stomach hurts, and how is it we can guess what each other would say next, and say almost the same thing at almost the same time?
How is it that I know he doesn't want a relationship, yet I can still be as content as I was today, walking out his door in the morning?
Maybe I decided to be blind about it, at least for a little while. Maybe I'm just currently on the manic portion of this bipolar whatever thing I subconsciously denying I'm suffering from. Maybe I see that he's as happy as I am when we're hanging out together, and that's all I need, for now.
velda.
